tearsofwind

We all have done it at least once in our lives or some of us even more than once.
"WE DOWNLOADED MUSIC FOR FREE ONLINE!"
dont know if yous already know about it or not yet,but Eircom came up with this thing that of your caugh downloading music off the internet you have 3 chances or then your internet is disconnected.
   When I heard it i laughed as hard as i could I seriously do think that eircom just simply signed a death contract and the amount of people who uses eircom will go dramatically down because we just simply dont like spendind money on mysic!
  I know all the big companies loose money because of people just downloading songs for free,but they dont realise why people do that.
  A 13 year old average kid wont own a credit card and if his or her parents dont allow him to use credit card he will be more likely to go online and look for a free source.
All what media think of today is MONEY MONEY AND MORE MONEY.They dont care that people like their songs they just forcefeed us their crap and then tell us "hey you should pay for it you know I have to make it and it costs money so why dont you pay me for what i make so I can spend it on drugs,girls,booze and other stuff"
  Music is just like prgrams and software we upload we upload it for entertainment or to have more functions.For example Photoshop is a program which gets updates all the time so if you want to stay with the latest you have to spend good few 1,000s of money just for a computer program.I think its not fair because we have millions of artists that contribute to todays media by using hacked or pirate versions of photoshop and if the adobe says "allright thats it we wont allow yous to hack our program or upload it" then  people will be very pissed trust me and there will be less creative people out there.Most artists dont have  a lot of money to spend on programs and theres good few people who cant afford them at all so why doesnt anyone sponsor them???BECAUSE IT COSTS MONEY and people like to have money not to speend it on someone.
   Big companies have to realise no matter how many people will be uploading the hacked or pirate versions of programs or software there will still be dedicated people who will buy theuyre products for the sake of having a true original thing.If they want to mke people buy theyre stuff they should add something free with it or special edition things that noone will be able to simply post online something that people would like to collect and own themselves :) then they will be rolling with money for sure and one thing the music industry has to do for sure

STOP MOANING ABOUT PEOPLE DOWNLOADING YOUR SONGS FOR FREE !!!!!!!!!!!!
if they do i that means the song is favoured by many people AND YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY ABOUT IT
if you have a talent thats the gif t you should appreciate not the money.being greedy wont get yous far :P
and as for eirvcom good luck guys soon your going down becaus ewhen other companies sign to stop downloading free music online there will be one internet provider out there that will say no we will allow freedom to our custimers and they will be rolling with cash and all the people will change to their internet provider just for the sake of freedom :) :) :)

                                                    = Introduction=

HEyy kittens just tougt I would be a little bit helpful to the girls and boys up there who have  a dream to become a model,but dont have the guts to look into the mirror and say "Im beautiful".Also if any of the models read this and think something should be added please do leave me a comment I will be thankful for all your opinions and tips etc.I write this from my own experience so this is what really has helped me out and I do think to some of yous it will also help out hopefully *fingers crossed*

OK lets start (>*_*)> *dances*

(some boring info you can ignore it if you like  lol )
Forget what you have seen on TV or on the internet that make you think that your not good enough material to be a model because its not true they just are brainwashing the population with an idea that you must be perfect to be a model because actually anyone can become a model for as long as they want to and get their asses off sofa adn your not an excuse.
 
What really is to be a model?
Normally when you hear girls or guys saying "oh I want to be a model" some of them dont even have a clue what to be a real model means.Like its fun when your building up your own portfolio and you get to choose what to wear how to wear it and what make up to have with it and that what kids and teens think of models,but in true fact when you get into the modeling industry your  Like a test animal and the people around you are the ones who will choose what you wear,how you will look,what you eat and how you will live.


PART 2 to be continued....

Ok just sitting this morning and felt a little hunger so went to get some breakfast and what do I see Crunchy Nuts cereal box and I was like all right off i go but it in a bowl add some milk and keep eating it and what do I see
"GET ON A TWO WEEK DIET AND LOOSE THAT WAIST "
well I tought ok it sounded interesting and cant say I'm happy with my bum so I turn the box around and what do I see
OMFG WTF IS THAT????
basically you sit on this so called "diet" for two weeks and its just

@ eat two bowls of cereal a day for two weeks and you get skinnier '

I was like o.O OK WHO THE FUCK WOULDNT GET SKINNIER AFTER STARWING THEMSELVES FOR 2 WEEKS

Like Im only 8stone myself and em like 5'4 tall little girl but have my own problems and think Im fat every now and then,but I wouldnt be an idiot to get on this fucking shit called "diet" like when I hear word DIET what I think of is like maybe eat less go to gym and eat more healthy shit not starve your self with CEREAL like what kind of a fucking diet is this KILL YOURSELF IN TWO WEEKS or something like I do admit Im a lover of junk food and a lazy cunt that moves slower than a snail and the last thing I think about it an exercise I have enought of walking HELLO.Anyways back to the subject like when you think of cereal you would eat it in the mornign and it wouldnt be enough to fill you up for a day I can eat a whole box and feel hungry so how the fuck em I supposed to eat it twice a day and even want to stay on this fucking diet like????

In my way what this worl doesnt realise is that being  a bit overweight is allright not all of us were born to be skinny I know some of yous might say "and your saying this your skinny as fuck and dont know what its like to be fat ",but to be honest I do know many of my friends arent as skinny as they want to be and it realy pisses me off because if you look at them I would go lez for few of them,but theyre obsessed with their weight and want to drop it and then these fucked up diets come there and they are like em yeah eat our fucking cereal and youll be like a model.What is this world going to?Is there no way we can make everyone look pretty like I dont see whats wrong with people who are fat fat people can b beautifull too look in your history books many ladies werent as skinny as you might think of pretty ones nowadays and you know what they were fucking gorgeous all men were there because they were posh elegant sexy desirable lik here are soo many words to describe theyre hotness.And they were overweight,but it was fashionable so why cant we ring bigger manequins on the shop window displays and make them look sexy and why cant a playboy model be a bit bigger that being skinny as fuck
 WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY?????????

well anyways to all the little girl out there who worry about their weights
Hunny you will never be the way you want to be so quit doing it if you want to sit on a diet sit on a healthy one that will not fuck up your healt when your older I know sittin on helthy food aint no fun,but if you want that body If I were you Id rather eat that carrot and apple and say no to chocolate rather than sit starving myself o death and at the ag of fourty find out from my dotor that my stomach is fucke up.

hello kittens just gor my new pics up now hope you like them coming soon hopefully more blehh need a camera and dont have one :( by the way news about me up to date

tomorow me and BAz =5 months together :)
be jealous girls and guys thehe not really

APARENTLY I HAVE A TWIN one of my friend was looking over the youtube and found my scene kid twin her youtube username is: cheeseisbad

LInky to one of her vids:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usNOT1HqKfE

just copy and paste it into your internet browser the one who supposedly looks like me is the blonde one like my friends say she looks like me but I dont see how the f**K i look like her o.O like shes a scene queen who is the meanest thing i ever saw in my life shes one of those who judges by looks when i first saw her and her atitude i was like wtf???If i want to be friends with someone I look for the character not the looks i only judge by the inner beauty and she is being such a bitch that she will be looking for good looking friends.Em girl thats not the way you look for new friends.Friends have to be nice people and it doesnt fucking matter how they look people are made beautifull by their inner beauty.
 Plus shes racist if a person isnt while I was fucking shocked when I found out bout it like I have a friend in my school shes from Africa and she is black and you know what Im proud to be friends with a black girl because she is cool she might listen to RnB and POP but she is one of the nicest people around and you know what I do think she looks really amazing even tho she is black she has both the nice personality and the looks that girls would kill for so quit f**king around and being like oh im white scene queen and Im relly racist GROW THE FUCK UP GIRL!!!Racism is something you must be agains not fucking skin color or nationality.

Well jst today found out a guy whom I always held a small place in my heart HAS A GIRLFRIEND,Like I know I have a bf myself and all,but like I always kept him in my heart no matter what well I must admit I am a little bit jealous of her well she stole someone I like and I felt so down today its unbelievable its not jut like feeling of sadness its more like an anger like I want to wrip her into pieces even tho I dunnot know her yet ,but oh well I think I just have to move on in life Im just a girl who is chasing her dreams and we live to far away sadly we shall never be together our hearts will never beat like one we will always suffer in the love and distance,but Ill always love him if I crie the last time I had to leave him dont think ill be able to ever forget him I know I sound like a bitch and I do have to think anout my bf and nobody else,but you annot control the feelings of love if you love someone no matter what the life brings you will always want that little piece that you never have.Oh how angry do I feel now we are totally strange people and maybe we will never even see each other again,but what can I do now I just have to move on cry my eyes out into the pillow and be strong just to hope of something that will never happen :(Sorry If I made yous read such a stupid piece of shit its just how I feel I want to be with him now I want to be his while knowing that I have a bf and woud never cheat on him because he was the only one ho comforted me when I really needed oh WHY ME WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THAT MUCH WHAT HAVE I DONE??I wish I would have known the answer,but I dont

Ok just tought havent writen in my buzznet journal for a year heheh o.O
well hope yous all had a merry xmass and a happy new year people so here are few new things bout Jay this year :)

1.New vampirefreaks accont my new username is Neon_Wind anyone on it add me to your friends list and comment me hello :) will rate you back and talk to you

2.My friend is telling me I can become a model if I get my ass to it.What do yous think I want honest answers please comment with 100%honesty no bullshit like UR HOT!!!

3.Got a boyfriend hes 21 soon woop woop cant wait we will have a big party in Arklow LOVE YOU BARRY <3333 mpre than my life

4.Linux ohh yeah got connected anyone knows how to use it HEEEEEEELP!!!

                                                 AND

5.New Msn NEon_WInd@live.ie add me if you like to chit chat just dont forget to tell me where did you got my addie from :)

hey everyone I know I havent being on this for ages hehe *rolls eyes* i actyally forgot I had an account on this thing well like i sometimes do so I tought I can leave you some of my other adresses so you can contact me if you liek ^_^" sorry for forgeting it,but like i promise ill answer 100% if anybody comments me I LOVE COMMENTS AND NEW FRIENDS so here are my things:
MSN(Doesnt work,but may be used also as my email)Crashed_Winds@hotmail.com
Myspace:myspace.com/nao_salara_wilf_ii(i know its on private i had an image theft so add me o youre friends or whateva it will work em)
YoureSoLastYear:    Tears_Of_Wind
Skype:    Tears_Of_Wind
Hi5:    Tears_Of_Wind(dont use it really)
Vampirefreaks.com:  Tears_Of_Wind(my home place im always on it)
Friendsclub.lv:   Tears_Of_Wind  (im on it often but like not for long)
Cyberfactions.com :    Tears_Of_Wind
Bebo:http://www.bebo.com/LithiumSulphate
(or http://LithiumSulphate.bebo.com)

I know all my accounts have the same name just to memorize them easier but like at least i havent got a problem with remembering the usernames.So add me if you like and we may talk hehe